First Sight

glamoured arrays of darkness
with
fulfillment in tiny particles of sunshine
at dusk there is a suttle hint of imperfection
and
at dawn a forbidden taste of succulence
riped with enamored emotions of lust
for
the hearts to computate compatability
to
redetermine their fates
to
redeem the supposed unredeemable
to
repair the ripple effects of sudden trauma
to
relinquish what is most desired
to
relish in imfamous revelry
to
LOVE OURSELVES FIRST

Rough draft minus details Part deux

Who says its a fetish? A man who has lived a fast life. A woman who stood by him with their baby. Drugs. Poker. Lifestyle. Followed by pain. Agony. Withdrawals. And a cell. This man had addictions. Women. Their clothing. Panties. Bras. Leather. Lingerie. Frederick's of Hollywood was not sufficient. The woman left this man with his addictions. She met a richer man whom took the little girl and made her his. He had alot of money. And that is exactly what she wanted. A beautiful woman got what she wanted. But at what expense. This man had a problem. He owed thousands in casino debt with the wrong people. I even helped one time with wired money. Little did I know. His Cosby like family tried to help. They sent him to a plethora of times to rehab. And no not at the Hard Rock. Not that stupid reality shit you all watch. He only escaped. His parents spent thousands and thousands of dollars. Even sold their company to help with the debt. He escaped. He opened credit cards in his parents name to support his addictions. All of them. He stole. This man needed help. His friends abandoned him. Yes the same ones whom used him for all those wild times in Vegas and Hollywood. Addiction. He found help with crack head girlfriends, one of them whom I met. Wow. I wouldn't have touched her with your.....well you get it. In 2004 he was caught breaking into a friends house. A friends house whom he dated. Whom I dated. She was a doll. Her parents were good people. But he had broken into their house a few times. For what? money? items to sell for drugs? NOPE. For lingerie. bras. panties. the works. AND he wore these items. Yes. He got butt naked and put on these clothes. His parents had suspected. After all he had dozens of items hidden in his room. But no one wanted to whistle blow? Its strange. Its weird. I cant find a single thing on google. But this fact is important. Its comes into play now. It could save his life. It could reunite him with his daughter. A crime in 2004. A conviction of a different crime in 2010. Prison. 16 years for attempted rape. Attempted? How bout no rape. Who says its a fetish?

Rough Draft Minus the Details Part 1

A man has a child at an early age. He is madly in love with his high school sweetheart. She is blonde has no mother, a drunk father and is starved for attention. She is gorgeous and every boy wants her in the school yard. She gets breast implants. The young man spoils her with gifts and labors of love. Its a romance that has Fabio on the cover. The rumors of wild sex everywhere run rampant. I once heard a lamp was broken at a popular hotel. Wow. She does not leave his side for a long time. They are a match made in heaven.
He is the coolest guy in school. Starting quarterback, starting catcher on the varsity squad, smartest kid in class, good looking and has a family much like the Cosby's. Only white. He is the prototypical all american. He is from Pennsylvania. He is on the right track. And she is right by his side. They have a child at the age of 20. She is 18. Fake boobies. A plethora of sex. Equals procreation. He drops out of college to study and train for Hollywood Squares. You know the trivia game show thats been around for centuries. I think the first winner was a Viking, before they perished due to the Ice Age. He makes the cut. He wins day 1. He wins day 2. He wins day 3. He wins day 4. He wins day 5. He wins the entire week and over 100,000 dollars. He also wins trips around the world and a few cars. He is asked to return to Hollywood squares for a Champions week and continues the winning streak. More money more problems. You will find his mug on the HS website. He is the one that looks like Jason Bourne. Seriously. Addiction is a disease. And this story has 4 addictions in 1. First came the drugs. He would throw parties in very expensive suites in Las Vegas and in Hollywood with the money won. She would accompany him. The child would stay at his parents. A baby. Within these parties were large amounts of cocaine. And alcohol. Than extravagant trips. And more cocaine. Second came the gambling. Poker. Hold em from Texas. And just like that all the money was gone. All of it. In total over a quarter of a million dollars. Poof. Gone. Like something out of Hogwarts. A man had a child at an early age.
TO BE CONTINUED.

Day 1

There is a reason why things happen. There is always a reason. Deceit, crime, vengeance, hate never wins. It only brings about pain and a lost soul. Can people be rehabilitated? I feel like the answer is YES, but one can never be sure. There has to be trust. There has to be a reason to change and be better. Things happen because we cause them too. Some for the wrong reason, yet some for the right reasons. An example would be a dog shitting on a carpet. The dog is asking for help. WE just have to see it. Feel it. Believe in it. Hold it. Love it. It is with this pretext that I want to bring up a story that I am working on. A man. A friend. A person who saved my life years ago and whos calling for me to help his life NOW, I HEAR LOUD AND CLEAR. You know humans are not perfect. We err with pure intent at times. WE reach rock bottom only to realize we are not alone. We CAN rehabilitate. WE can love again. We are not lost. We are found. WE have a god. Its time we self sacrifice. We touch others. I dont have all the answers. I cannot see the future. But I have an opportunity to share a story. This posting will serve as my contractual agreement. My treaty that I want in. That I have been punished long enough. That the hurt I created can bring good. That I ACCCEPT the challenge. No matter where  we are in life, there is good to be done. Some call this the Lords work. And I am now a soldier. Again.
I apologize to everyone in this world. And with that I bring  you a story. Now it will take time to tell. I will use this as my canvas. My Notes. My perspective. My reality. My path for righteousness. My way to get to heaven. There are alot of things to live for and I know what they are for me. But this mission is something I must do. If I stand for anything it will be known. This is not a joke. This is reality. This is not about me. This is about an opportunity. An opportunity to save a mans life.
THE STORY BEGINS.

Random

* I just met a fat Richard Gere and he was talking about hookers. Typical.
* I watched a guy tonite who made people laugh and cry with his sushi.
*I watch as this man created masterpieces and filled people with hope and happiness.
*Sometimes life gives you lemons........Fuck that. What do you do when life gives you hand grenades? That's what I thought
*He turned Mackeral from the shit fish to Ariel's father. Why not her best friends were a crab and a fish.
*Just played a joke on a stranger in restroom.....he was not amused.
* http://twitgoo.com/vdu1j ....just met tucker max.
*Who would win in a fight between two no titty broads?
*Jack Johnson just sucked me off...know that world
*Instead of seeing kickass I wish I would of got my ass kicked
*It's a new day full of careless thieves and new old sagas.
*He doesn't like hippies so he won't Fuck organic fruit.
*I feel like I'm in a comedy drama sitcom called Boredom.
*http://twitgoo.com/lfsq0 a map to gollums ass hole.
* I feel like march madness is a term used by serial killers or in chicken coops

*Mexicans are the fastest zig zag runners in the world.

*Just heard someone say. I love weenie. But they meant I love weezer

*I feel like pooping should be an Olympic sport. There could be amazing camera angles.

*Revenge is sweet. Like Swedish breast milk.

*Just saw big black dude in a BMW Z3. Hilarious.

*I once ate a roach for protein. It was the 90's

*I feel like I could be the Mexican member of Wu-tang.

*I feel like a stormtrooper with no name who just ate an ewok for lent.

*Whats the weirdest thing you have ever put your finger in?

*I got all my love making skills from top gun. Thank you Goose.

*Sometimes in life we have to acknowledge that the world is not on our side.

*That's not s happy trail that's a happy freeway.

*If this is like cedar, than this is like mini cedar.

 

These are all comments heard today while under Operation Evesdrop.

--I have worms

--My tampon is leaking

--My butt itches

 

*Looking for the meaning of life via phone sex.

*Met a real men's figure skater in work bathroom. Apparently he has cramps.

*To all the cholos' of the world: dickies are 40% off at Kohls.

 

My Favorite:

"The hangover on blu ray is better than gay sex" dude at best buy...wowsers!

 

A farewell joke:

Knock knock? Whos there? BALLS. Balls who?

just BALLS. we dont have a last name. CAN WE COME IN?

Enjoy yourself: Volume 3

This is a personal friend of mine and he is what I would call a PROFESSIONAL in the Sushi Dark Arts.
Live it, like it, love it, be JEALOUS.

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STAY TUNED....................................................................

You DESERVE this: Volume: 2