Sight

I see you from a distance
I see you up close
I see you in my dreams
I see you in my reality
I see you in the light
I see you in the darkness
I see you when I'm sad
I see you when I'm happy
I see you when I'm sober
I see you under that spell
I saw you yesterday
I see you now
I see you tomorrow
I see you everywhere
I see you as you are
I see you as you want to be
I see your goodness
I see your evil
I see your past
I see your future
I see your world
I see you.

Real World

Awake. Are you? How can you tell? Are your dreams better than real life? Do you go to bed  early or take naps just to go on a date with your sensational thoughts? In which realm do you smile more? In which reality does your better version lie? Are they the same? Be honest. The version where you create the most positive energy. The one where you live a free purposeful life. Where you laugh, he laughs, she laughs, they laugh and ultimately we laugh. When your mind is bending, do you appreciate who you are and where you are from? Start living in the real world.

Thought Of The Day

Sometimes life gives you shit, but why are you complaining? When it rains you'll have shrooms.

XXX: THE RIDE

She is innocent. Naive even. Beautiful and busty. A smile worth a million dollars in every currency. But still immune to ever having satisfaction. She thinks she has a clue. But she doesn't. She has never in her lifetime felt true bliss. She may have come close. She may have even been on a nice long ride through which vibrations were felt throughout her loins and deep inside her walls. But the game has changed. A new ride. A smooth driver. A gas tank for days. And when she rides she will feel every gear. Every stroke. And it will begin a sensational combustion that will explode her insides for an essence of time. When the ride is over the ride will begin. Bent over the gas tank. Across the La Perla leather seat. Stroke after stroke. The engine still on. An emotional roller coaster seen only through mirrors and newly polished chrome. Scream after scream. And when she got home. SHE KNEW SHE FINALLY WENT ON A RIDE.

Chaos

I have created my own chaos

Possibly from past sins

Haunting me in a life full of life 

The past always comes back they say

With fierce winds and carnage

Only the strong survive He says

I hear the chaos coming

Screams

It's cold

Darkness

All alone

I'm down to zero

Scared with a scarcity of hope

My body begins to fail 

It's almost time to go

Dorothy are you there

Jason are we going to ride 

I hear a voice

I hear two voices

Than laughter

And a third voice

Although in darkness I feel smiling

Can you feel smiles

I do 

My heart burns like a light was lit

It feels like a hug 

Like a kiss

Like love

A memory passes

Another memory 

And another

I see them

Happy days

Perfect moments

Clarity comes over me

Injected into chaos like a serum

It's warm

I can see in front of me

A light

Another chance

Opportunity

I can taste it

I want it

My destiny

Miura

So I saw her. And she was beautiful. Not like love at first sight, but like love as if we had spent a lifetime together in 3 previous lives. What I like most is the simple fact that she would not be accepted in these times. 29 years ago she was in her prime with a core that drove men wild. 29 years later she would be judged and tried for crimes of hideousness. But that is not what I saw on this night. I saw her inner beauty. I saw her flame, that although now dim, gave me a purpose in life to bring her back to life. The years had been rough on her, but when we touched that all went away. All the labors and tribulations. All the ruggedness and marks left on her body. All the unappreciative demeanor's encountered each and everyday. With one look and one slight touch from my inner being all of her trials were washed away. And mine with hers. I see a new beginning. I see new journeys. I see open roads and new paths that only we can conquer. Together. It has been a long time since I have felt completed. And now I am unstoppable. But I do have tears for another. And although she is just away, I know I will see her again. And when we are a family, there is no territory that will go unconquered. There will be no road that our wheels have not touched. We will know no boundaries. We will have no limits. We will just ride. From sunrise to sunrise. All we will have is one another. In this life and in all others.
  

Life's Print

Birth

Love

Happiness

Hurt

Pain

Disgust

Contempt

Hate

Love

Withdrawals

Passion

Hate

Loneliness

Rebirth

Life

Freedom

Death